Siurana... and further motivational issues

So the weekend in spain was great. Managed a really steep and short 7b+ second try which felt great and had some goes at a really powerful pocket 7c but couldnt do it. Also flashed an easy 7a and nearly an awesome 7a+ So progress I'd say.
However, that was a month ago. Since then I have done nothing and have just been doing lots of eating and drinking. Weight up, motivation down, rain up then down.
Not sure how I am going to crack this one. I really need to be near a wall....