Ardeche and Motivational Issues

Had a great long weekend out with Rene, Virginia and the ankle biters. The campsite was great with the crag just the other side of the river. Nice. Ollie had a mega time with the other kids racing on their bikes and falling over in puddles.
Managed a 7b after a number of goes and tried another one but did not really spend enough time on it. To tell you the truth they both felt desperate.
Rene on the other hand was climbing really well and managed his first 8a the backstabber. Not bad considering he was up at 5am each day with Ben.
That was about over a month ago and since then my motivation has been severely lacking. Have not been to the wall at all. However, I am off to Siurana this weekend so have spend the last 4 days hanging off my fingerboard and drinking protein drinks. I reckon I will weigh a ton by the time I leave. I am going to try an 8a called Anabolica which I tried donkeys years ago. Will let you know how it goes....